*Uncrosses fingers….* The most horrible news of my week on one side cause I FUCKING CAN'T GO ! >_< On the other, I'm gonna say something pretty weird and unexpected by I also don't wanna go. And for several reasons. First being Killswitch Engage ! Whoop-dee-do, a coupling concert ! Or better, Dir en grey as a support act ! T_T You're KIDDING ME aren't you ?! And well, I can't go because with my best friends, we were planning on going to see D'espairsRay in July already, cause we sincerely though there was NO chance for any concert date from the guys this summer. And somehow this was a partly true thought. See, they're not headlining. And not that I wanna bitch around (and like it), but yeah, I kinda don't like this idea. So, it's settled, I won't go. And 11^th of June, it let's me less than half and a month to organize things and since I live like 600km away from Paris, don't really wanna pay a ridiculous amount of money to go there for half a concert (see, the tickets are JUST 30€… That's a really bad sign, I'm pretty sure the concert's gonna be a huge fail, if you had the fact KSE fans would be there too and that there's like 90% of chances we don't get along with them since us, Diru fans, already don't get along with other Diru fans.) And yeah, talking of fails, I know the Zenith was somewhat a fail (because kinda empty compared to the capacity of the hall…) But now I see that they come back with a completely unexpected band associations, for almost half the price of what their precedent tickets were, and in a small venue…. I star to think Dir en grey + France isn't a real Love story. I mean, organisation suck hard, and on both sides.

SO….. Conclusion of this, it breaks my heart (*sob*), but I'm not going. And well, I'll go see D'espairsRay instead. Cause yeah, I never saw them first, and they're coming ALONE, warned us several months before coming and they're even gonna make a small M&G thing then. So YAY for DR, and BOO for Diru organizators. It sucks, but I'll have to wait some more to see Diru again. Hoping they don't disband in between :/ (GAH!!! What was that thought ?? ;__;)